It’s true what they about having a child and how that will change your thought processes. Everything in comparison to my son is so minor! I used to be so caught up in thinking that some things were so important and that if it certain things didn’t the way I THOUGHT they should be, all would be over and the world would come crashing to an end! Of course when Dec 30, 2009 rolled around that all changed!! I remember me worrying soo much about possible resenting the fact that I couldn’t sleep as much I used to. I have to admit, it does get a little hard sometimes and yes I do miss being able to sleep in from time to time, however I don’t miss it over all. I definitely don’t resent the fact that I can’t do it anymore. I’m also amazed at my automatic response to the day to day care of Kevin. It’s like I don’t think about it…I just do it! This applies to his feedings, bathing, entertaining, nurturing, etc. Seriously, I get up no matter how tired or EXHAUSTED I may feel and do whatever needs to be done for him. The best part of it is that I LOVE doing it for him. I have yet to experience a begrudged feeling towards him when he needs me to take of him.
I guess that’s what a mom is all about!
Trying to finish what I started
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So, can I just say that trying to go to bed earlier is making me more
tired, it seems? I've been sitting here in front of the laptop for like 20
minutes wi...
15 years ago
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God truly knew what he was doing by making you a mommy before me, because of how close I am to you, I know you will be such a good guide for me... I am following "Pamie's guide to parenting" 100 percent lol.. (by the way, you should write that one)... that part about sleep, is something that I always wonder about in the back of my mind... will I be resentful or miss life as it was???? I am so glad you could relate and put it out there that really you wont miss it...
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